Well, you say "like", but...

I suppose Russia-san is a little confusing to me; I wish he would either be kinder or else be cruel all the time. Occasionally he makes me feel sorry for him, somehow, and sympathy is really one of the hardest things for someone who treats you so badly.

I suppose in his kinder moments Russia-san was all right. And I guess it's flattering that he wanted me so badly (even though I think he kind of wants everyone...).